My constant companion

The voice in my head
Has always been a child’s
Delighting in simple pleasures
Flying off in many directions
Arousing interest in diverse things
I have wondered about it
Deplored it
Even been ashamed of it
Wondered if it was holding me back
From delving into weighty things
Like senior management
Boardrooms
From single-minded ambition
From obsessiveness
From high achievement
From enormous wealth
From power over others
Perhaps it was holding me back
And still is
I don’t know
But now I don’t need to know
I am no longer ashamed of
I no longer deplore
The child in me
I have given him
Maybe her
It doesn’t matter
Free rein
I allow myself to accept what I have always wanted
More than everything else
To love and be loved
To nurture and be nurtured
Everything else falls into place
I let the child take me
Because the child knows
Instinctively
The right amount of
Pride
Ambition
Love
Discipline
Self-love
To put my life in balance
To achieve equilibrium between my head and my heart
To see the limitless possibilities and potential of goodness
To make me content