Poetry 2019 onwards

Nature Nature gets bad press Deadly, cruel, unforgiving, no less No respecter of life, but take a step back Are we being a bit harsh, what does our perception lack When does nature unleash its destructive might When humanity has to cower, unable to fight Our fragility and insignificance bared Left only with hope and prayers to be spared Isn’t it when we treat nature with disrespect When humans’ self-centred notions of power and intellect Blind them to the fact that nature’s in strife They think they’ll control nature like they control earth life Treat nature with respect and it will respond in kind An old shrine in Hokkaido I happened to find Returned to the forest which gifted the wood With kindness and generosity, Nature stood Sentinel to keep the path clear Allowing people to approach, draw near Be woven into a tapestry In which all life is accorded the dignity of sharing as equals this marvellous planet. Isolation We are now forced to spend most of our time For some of us, all our time With people whose love and support We do nothing consciously to earn We don’t take time out to appreciate We take for granted In other words Family, which covers a broad spectrum of human configurations We have never had a better opportunity To turn our attention To the people who provide all those things Without which we will have trouble Taking our place in the world And asserting our individuality Learn something about our family we didn’t know before Learn something new about ourselves
Horizons I can see the horizon Still far away Still elusive Sometimes I wonder if it is a mirage But at least I see something Mirage or not, I know what it is Clouded by my constant self-recrimination and despair The horizon was invisible, obscured, undefined But the clouds are lifting Now that I see it I can move towards it As I draw closer On clear days I can even see what lies beyond it A life without irrational fear Without the fear of asserting myself Without the fear of displeasing people Without the fear of rejection and abandonment
Protect our elderly Some are being tempted Some have even floated a notion To allow Covid-19 to solve the problem of our ageing populations Decrease the burden on the public purse Not to mention healthcare and nursing homes But pause for a second or two Respect for elders is a bridge linking cultures and eras For good reason Grandparents Great grandparents of a fortunate few Great uncles and aunts Old teachers and neighbours All bestow on the young priceless gifts The possession of only those who have lived long and learned hard lessons The largest collective contributor to the ‘sapiens’ that distinguishes our species Humanity will not survive without their wisdom They are indispensable Protect them.
Lesson from. Nature Nature is showing us that our foundations are shaky Our affluence, our affiliations, our acquisitions, our inner circles Are no longer able to support our strengths, our self-esteem, our confidence Now, regardless of how we see ourselves Our vulnerability is being laid bare Nature is shattering our illusions About our place on the ladder of humanity, on the ladder of life Forcing us to take a fresh look at ourselves A realistic look We are resisting Asserting ourselves by our hoardings But quietly, inexorably, we are retreating into the pack that represents all of humanity Soon, we will be confronted by the simple reality that Regardless of how we consider ourselves, in terms of race or religion or colour of our skin We are no different to everyone else It is taking a virus released by nature to show us That the uncontrollable forces that dominate our lives are no respecters of human fabrications It is not a bad realisation It could jiggle our better selves The selves that derive strength and comfort From commonalities rather than differences
Climbing I feel I’m turning a corner, making progress Getting deeper into the things I do Picking up a detail Unearthing a snippet of knowledge A sudden flicker of insight Unshackled from the norm Unafraid to change my approach Liberated from fantasies of great achievements Now happy to learn for learning’s sake Revelling in increments I don’t know where it will take me I may scale only the foothills, for now Leaving the soaring peaks to more ambitious others, for now Ambition and purpose are my daily companions Instilling fulfilment and satisfaction by the hour Tomorrow I’ll be driven by a fresh set One day I’ll lift my eyes to the higher peaks
Without judgement Observe without judgement Easier said than done We reimagine the outside Adapting and fashioning To fit our view of the world To agree with our view of ourselves How do we see what is Through no prism Without the trickery of distorting thoughts I know what I need I can find words to describe it I can even imagine myself putting it into practice That’s the easy part When I’m immersed in the reality Sometimes caught unawares Sometimes threatened by emotion Mine or someone else’s Can I throw that magic switch And simply observe Absorb unsullied what my senses are bringing in I know how to get there It is what is left when I have peeled away the things that stop it from happening
My non-existent problem What is my problem Do I want from my life things I don’t have Or do I want more of the things I have Or do I flit from one to the other Like a hummingbird in search of nectar I am up to my waist in nectar Do I want to be up to my neck And then what Do I want to drown in nectar I already have much more than I need I can afford to give some away My problem, if I have one, Is that I have not yet realised That I am much better off Searching for the wisdom of contentment I don’t have far to look I don’t have to dig deep All I need to do is change my focus And when I do When I see how much I already have I change My energies take a sharp turn I become a different person
Retirement musings I dreamed of a life of freedom Freedom to indulge my passions Freedom to wake up to a blank canvas every day Freedom to fill it with whatever I wished The imperative of work kept my dream at bay Only a lottery win would make it an instant reality The days passed They became months and seasons and AFL premierships And elections with associated exultation or grief And Olympics and World Cups (soccer, cricket, rugby union) I entered new decades I traversed a millennium And work continued to underpin my life I became used to it A rug under my feet A monthly sum on money turning up in my bank account Providing the roof over my head The car in my garage The overseas holidays Too many clothes and shoes I wanted these things too My dream life could not be lived without financial security I wanted to indulge my passions in comfort And so I had to wait until retirement What do I find now? I don’t have to worry about money I pay all my bills and have enough left over For most of the things I could afford when I worked But the comfort is stifling My life is missing an edge My passions are being pursued as indulgences Do I need to impoverish myself to acquire the edge I seek Or am I complaining about nothing Do I need to embrace the opportunities my privileged life gives me Do I need to appreciate the certainty and security of the nest egg I built during my working life Ha ha. I can hear some of you, perhaps many of you, bemoaning my ingratitude.
Taking stock I have two shelves On one is stacked the things I hold in tight embrace On the other are all those things I hold loosely Ready to be discarded if proven to my satisfaction that they are wrong The shelves encapsulate my way to live My way to learn My way to be receptive to the expertise and scholarship of others My way to avoid embracing ideologies and religions The second shelf is crowded A snapshot of what I subscribe to and believe in today The first shelf is sparse It holds my values The things I will not let go As they enshrine my purpose for living I suspect we all have the same two shelves It’s a good time of the year to take stock
Happy New Year At the beginning of every year I resolve to become a better person But what does it mean to be a good person Beyond being kind and compassionate to the people he knows A good person has dreams and aspirations That benefit those he doesn’t know It can be people close by, like those in a local hospital or a home for the elderly Or people suffering in the wake of a recent natural disaster Or people beyond our shores whose lives lack the needs we take for granted Or future generations Think small, it makes it easier to do something tangible Like a contribution to the public discourse about the type of society we need Or a donation of time or possessions or money that might improve the lives of a few, even one Added to the efforts of others it can become a big thing That will be noticed by politicians and force them to respond That will eventually make the world a better place Happy New year everyone
Climate The climate deniers’ place in the sun must come to an end As the motley collection of politicians, shock jocks, columnists, magnates and others Are reduced to silent, open-mouthed gawking At the fires raging out of control along our eastern coast Why take the PM to task for fiddling in Hawaii while Australia burns It is but a distraction He needs to face a firestorm of our collective rage For his criminal neglect of this country We the people elected this contemptible government We voted to turn our backs on fairness To spurn knowledge To reject scholarship and expertise And instead embrace a wretched self-serving ideology That worships only greed We empowered a bunch of irresponsible, right-wing populists To make hay in fierce, unrelenting sunshine and drought While large tracts of this country were tinderboxes awaiting their turn to explode into gigantic conflagrations This is the country we are This is our reputation in the world This is the country we are bequeathing to the next generation
First world preoccupations Why are Australians so easily spooked What is it that makes them easy targets For politicians seeking to arouse community fear By sowing seeds Of racial and religious bigotry Is it the fear of difference A wilful fear that gravitates willingly to fearmongers And is it also the unwillingness to share this country’s largesse Do selfishness and greed define this country Do those who already have far in excess of their needs want even more We live in a country that is not being spared By the consequences of the excesses of affluence And still the majority seem to focus on ‘first world’ problems
Muddled I am a muddle in my head A convenient muddle Preventing me from seeing myself as I truly am I don’t want clarity What will confront me when the haze lifts Will embarrassment and shame overwhelm me I am fooling only one person Many see me as I truly am They like what they see They are attracted to the qualities I trivialise They warm to the vulnerabilities he very things I am inclined to call weakness and ineptitude The very things that cause me shame The very things that cast me as unworthy in my own eyes
Milestone I have just reached a milestone I was browbeaten about preparing for it I was urged to see advisors and counsellors I was warned about ill health, inactivity, loneliness, poverty Beside the milestone is a chisel I am invited to carve a word Or accept the default and move on I won’t accept the default Retirement is an alien concept I need to come up with a word That signifies a convergence of passion and energy That implies excitement and optimism That is replete with contentment and happiness That encapsulates the next phase of my life I cannot think of a better word than fulfilment.
The Statement from the Heart The Statement from the Heart Invites a response from the heart It is a plea to put aside suspicion and prejudice And join hearts to right a great wrong To acknowledge the torment of powerlessness That resulted from wrenching a land From its human inhabitants of sixty thousand years And banishing them beyond the outskirts of the human family No greater crime has humanity suffered Our First Nation’s people Need a different, optimistic legacy to hand to their children One that points to more than words, more than expressions of regret One that points to tangible institutions and enshrinement In the very heart of this country To prove beyond a shadow of doubt That our First Nation’s people are truly beloved That their nationhood, their legacy, their connection to country Are inextricably woven into Australia’s future.
Forgotten Some minds struggle with what most of us take for granted We take the world in our stride We function, we conform to standards and norms, but not them Agony and anguish accompany their every step They need help, they need treatment But most of all they need love and inclusion They will thrive in the joy of recognition and acceptance But the shame of stigma Chains them, shuts them away, out of sight, out of mind When their families are ashamed of them It enables others to express sympathy and move on It lets society off the hook They become the forgotten people Humanity’s discards, look at them Etched into their faces, behind the distress and struggle Surrender, acceptance of a fate They did nothing to deserve
Greta A sixteen-year-old has dared To raise the ire of the privileged By pointing squarely at their moral nakedness It is comical to witness the backlash From a bunch of mostly white men On whom we have bestowed a public voice Remember, every rant is a personal disclosure What the comical choir of motley males is shrieking Is nothing but an ode to their internal ugliness All their eloquence and creativity are being used To hurl invective at a child
Government of bullies We have a bullying, hectoring, lecturing Government and why not When we have a bullying, hectoring, lecturing Prime minister who trots out Marketing slogans like The quiet Australians Compassionate conservatism Duping devices to cloak a nasty right-wing ideology Targeted at asylum seekers, welfare recipients And others inadequately empowered to fight back In the meantime the things that matter like The economy Responses to climate change Widening inequality Slip and slide As the government generates noise To distract from the paucity of ideas To hide its incompetence
Minister for slogans The prime minister Also minister for slogans Is into “compassionate conservatism” Another palatable slogan Another duping device To mask policies that are anything but palatable It is exploitation of the headline mentality Read the headline and know what lies underneath Hear the slogan and know the detail
Political twins Morrison has poisoned the term ‘Quiet Australians’ Who are these people he purports to govern for Are they the same people whose thoughts Pauline Hanson claims to speak The people who fear that their privilege and entitlement will be under threat If compassion and empowerment are extended to minorities and the disenfranchised and the disadvantaged If the health of our planet it given the priority it urgently needs Morrison and Hanson, birds of feather Scraping the bottom of the political barrel Defiling themselves with rank populism Trump wannabes championing an ugly agenda That will drag this country into the gutter
Our shameful government What has the electorate unleashed on this country? What we have governing this country are not leaders But the willing mouthpieces Of everything that is shameful about Australia Whipped up and exploited For political gain Don’t they care about the dishonour they bring To the country, to themselves By shedding crocodile tears over asylum-seeker deaths at sea By beating a jingoistic drum about a surge in boats from Sri Lanka All to demonise a humble Tamil family Desperate to avoid assured persecution in their homeland Who are these monsters? Why do they parade their callousness with such impunity? What does this say about Australia? Would it allow a white family to be treated this way?
What's the use of religion? What is the use of religion If it doesn’t make one a better person Singing, chanting, praying Become no more than hypocritical noise If they don’t open hearts If they don’t bring out innate goodness Disparate voices are in unison urging the government To allow Nades, Priya, Kopika and Thirunicaa To live in Australia The government is proudly professed Christian at the helm But words mean nothing if they are not backed up by actions That express fundamental Christian values Of compassion and inclusion Will Mr Morrison use the discretion at his disposal To make a compassionate exception And take a step towards making this country a better place
Freedom? The religious freedom legislation at its heart Is the freedom to discriminate The freedom to flout the law of marriage equality On the grounds of religious beliefs How about changing those beliefs To keep up with the times To respect irrefutable evidence It has been done before Remember slavery In accordance with religious beliefs But discarded under pressure from changing norms Religious beliefs are not truth Why are they being protected Make no mistake about what this legislation sanctions You can dress it up, drape it, upholster it But you cannot disguise the ugly shape of homophobia
This government Dutton should feel so proud He is protecting us yet again From whom this time? Ah yes, a family of desperadoes Especially the two little girls The family tick many boxes They are hard working They are happy to live in a little country town They have been embraced by the community The girls, born here, know no other home The boxes they don’t tick are of little consequence Contained in a rule book which set the limits of jurisdiction Of the courts that found against them Beyond the rule book, where it counts Is ample evidence of their worthiness To call this country home
Resetting the paradigm Are we torch bearers What is the light we are shining Raising the torches Raising torches Keep the torches burning Keeping the torch alight When a situation builds up and congests my life Threatening to set like concrete around me Locking my arms, clamping my feet Fixing me in a place I don’t want to be A place where I am intimidated into being a lesser person What do I do How do I empty it out and start again How do I reset the paradigm
My heart is me Like it or not I heed the dictates of my heart I am that sort of person My heart occupies the driver’s seat My head is a backseat driver Navigating, advising, reasoning, compelling But never the ultimate authority My heart always has the final say I cannot be ashamed of what my heart says Because it is the same as being ashamed of myself And shame makes we want to go away And hide from the world Give the world power over me Make me nothing in my own eyes So I try to be proud of what my heart says Even when it defies reason and logic My heart holds my values And everyone and everything that is precious My heart is me
Engage yourself Don’t live your life on the surface Don’t engage your senses lazily Get in touch with what lies under, above and behind Discover the things you are missing When you merely touch When you only dabble When your focus is the obvious, the conventional, the mainstream They contain only a part of the truth and beauty of your life A small part, sometimes misleading, often unfulfilling Find the rest when you reach out and within When you stop being driven by what you want to see When you challenge the barriers that you have set up When you defy the limitations that you have imposed on yourself
Obscene affluence It is easy to lose heart When we let slip through our fingers The opportunity to be better We sometimes fail to realise That to many people being better means Ascending the ladder of material success Especially in affluent societies Where personal wealth is the holy grail The panacea for everything that ails Unhappiness, they say, is easier to bear Surrounded by the trappings of wealth Even religion has been beaten into a shape That glorifies material wealth as a reward for virtue That exempts greed from moral judgement Welcome to right wing Christianity Practised selectively on the chosen Excluded are homosexuals, refugees Some go further and lock out blacks and coloureds Hi-jacked by the west, Jesus, blonde-locked with steely blue eyes Came to save the master races Destined to dominate heaven An entitlement they strive to preserve on earth
Narrow Conservatives In the wake of conservative victory Complaints about religious freedom have surfaced again What are they complaining about Are they being denied the right to live in the true spirit of their religion Are they being prevented from reaching out to all of humanity With love, compassion and acceptance Or do they want the right to discriminate On the grounds of bigotry and hatred Masquerading as religious beliefs Supported by cherry-picked scripture I wish they’d step out of their narrow worlds Befriend those who are different Enjoy warmth and generosity in different hues and flavours Expand their participation in our diverse society And benefit from the compelling power of lived experience
Seymour He turns seventy today A life richly deserving of this milestone A life that would have enriched us all Had it not been ruined by illness He is forever in my heart Happy Birthday Seymour
Greed The returns of greed are superficial and short-term Whenever has a legacy founded on greed ever been remembered or lauded Except by the few who benefited A legacy motivated by compassion and a desire for fairness Endures because everyone knows instinctively That what is good helps those who are disadvantaged The greatest impediment to human fulfilment Is the lack of opportunity The denial of opportunity to an individual Deprives humanity of a potentially vital resource The solutions offered by the wealthy and the privileged Serve to entrench their wealth and privilege
Grieving The people have spoken We may not like what they said But we have to move on For the time being unshackle ourselves From personal investment in the big picture Of where we want to see this country headed Return to our small causes, the day-to-day projects That inspire us, that give us joy That strengthen and validate our beliefs That also define us and make us who we are Disappointments like Election 2019 Are part and parcel of our journey, any journey Forward and backward steps Let us find healing with the people we love Whose happiness is as important to us as our own
The election Yesterday I hoped we’d grasp with enthusiasm A vital opportunity to make Australia a better place But enough voters had other ideas In our democracy it can take a few To destroy the hopes and aspirations of many The fate of the marginalised Rests on the fears and desires in the marginals This then is democracy The worst form of government, it has been said, Except for all the other forms that have been tried In affluent societies such as ours The power of greed is ignored at one’s peril Exploitable by unscrupulous politicians Seeking power for ends that serve only themselves And the elites to whom they kowtow We cannot give up hope We have to strengthen our efforts In the face of grim realities We may have to override our better selves To protect people, sometimes from themselves
Vote Labor Australia is a better place When greed, racism and xenophobia give ground to inclusiveness When the government reaches out to lend a helping hand The people reach out too When the government is seen to have a heart The people respond There is so much happiness for ourselves In the happiness and success of others In the knowledge that we live in a fair society A society that uses its extraordinary wealth To lift the lives of everyone within it When Labor is in power Australia is a better place Please vote Labor
Folau But cursed with religious beliefs That seem to be grounded in tyranny, hatred and damnation His post doesn’t affect me and most people I know But what are the limits of my responsibility Do I not have a duty of care To speak out for the young Islander Struggling with his or her sexuality Who idolises elite sportspeople like Folau What about Folau’s duty of care Not only to his fans But also to his religion I so wish he is able to see The damage he does to Christianity By cherry-picking the nasty stuff When he could as easily choose love and compassion As the basis for his beliefs
Goodness Why does the power of goodness remain under the surface Why doesn’t it rise to the top And become the dominant force in the world What keeps it suppressed Are the forces of evil so strong That goodness is allowed to raise its head Only in the aftermath of tragedy or catastrophe Why is the evil of a few Allowed to overpower the goodness of many Let’s harness our collective goodness Let it influence the world But what is goodness Everyone is good to someone in their lives Goodness is an aversion to the suffering of others Goodness is instinctive morality and wisdom Goodness is a commitment to truth Goodness is radiating, indiscriminate compassion Goodness is the recognition that we are all equal But, most importantly, goodness is not selective
Easter 2019 Torn by grief and despair A wounded country looks around Helpless and bewildered Good, decent people have once again been dealt a body blow By corrupt evil forces That value human life cheaply Expendable to realise their self-serving ends Not only those who detonated the bombs But also those who were warned about it Who had the power and resources and time to prevent it But chose to let it happen Ever prepared to sanction intolerance towards religious and ethnic minorities In the interests of political opportunism Altruism abounds in Sri Lanka It needs to raise its head much higher And address entrenched poverty Because the plight and hopes of the wretched are so easily exploitable By the scapegoating and empty promises of corrupt politicians
To someone To my friend with love Out of your large trusting eyes Shines the beauty behind them And the goodness that attracts people to you That lights up the faces of those around you As you pursue a profession That enables you to spread your compassion And your love of humanity I wish for you with all my heart The personal happiness you so richly deserve
The voice of reason The voice of reason is quiet A rational, sensible hum hard-wired to our DNA Underpinning the daily lives of peaceful communities Nourishing and protecting and progressing precious human lives Good governments widen and diversify the pool of beneficiaries To include one and all Principled, courageous leadership dispels counterproductive forces Grounded in bigotry and xenophobia The lone voices of division are always loud Shouting their bigoted, xenophobic, self-serving messages Purporting to represent many When in fact they only speak for a few An already privileged few Who think they are entitled to more
Courage I want to tell you what I think about courage Can I tell you what it is not It is not bravado It is not a penchant for high physical risk It is not egotistic, callous straightforwardness Courage is disregarding your unhelpful thoughts Recognising your worth Acknowledging that most people are on your side Even the ones who disagree with you Knowing that those who are not on your side are mostly products of your imagination Believing that you have a contribution to make to the world Making it
Self-esteem What I know can fill a single book Not an especially large book What I don’t know can fill a dozen libraries Large ones, crowded ones I must sever the link between my self-esteem and what I know Because it takes a hit each time I encounter something I don’t know Several times a day What I have achieved is modest Far surpassed by the achievements of many I must sever the link between my self-esteem and what I have achieved Because it takes a hit each time I encounter someone whose achievements are better than mine Several times a day To what do I link my self-esteem When my knowledge and achievements let me down What if I link it to who I am instead of what I know or what I have achieved But do I know who I am, does it matter if I’m unsure Can I hold my head high Can I like myself Regardless of who I think I am Regardless of who I want to be Regardless of anything Make self-esteem unconditional
Like yourself Like yourself, and you will be liked for yourself They go together, one follows the other Work on the first one The second one happens You don’t need to change a thing Apart from being kinder to yourself Give it a go, it sounds easy What’s there not to like about yourself If I were you, I’d have no problem liking myself Place at the front of your mind All those things about yourself that are worthy of being liked Your intelligence Your sincerity Your sense of responsibility Your goodwill towards the world Put them on guard against unhelpful thoughts Yes, it’s all you and your thoughts Your worst enemies Attacking you for no good reason It is a habit, a first response To doubt yourself Stop
Contradictions Make no mistake We are all contradictions We don’t cleanly fit into society’s pigeon-holes We might shoe-horn ourselves into one or more To show society we deserve its stamp of approval But in the lamp-light of our private moments We know otherwise Our thoughts and desires take us to faraway places Some, maybe many, maybe all Forbidden by the strictures of conformity The failure of psychoanalysis proves The fact of our complexity The fact of our innate character of contradiction Let’s not criticise our contradictions Let’s not feel ashamed of them Let’s not stifle them or kick against them Let’s instead revel in our unique ability To be many things all at once
Music In music I find myself In strains and lyrics Harmonies and melodies Drama and pauses Textures thick and translucent A single melodic line Or a mighty orchestral climax The inevitability of honest human expression Forces out a helpless reaction That silently screams Exhorting me to peer into the mirror Music holds up to my soul
Warranted shame Be ashamed Only when you know you ought to be When your actions have caused harm Be afraid Only when genuine danger lurks For you or someone you care for Never be ashamed Of what you believe in Of what you know to be true Regardless of the beliefs and judgements of others Never be afraid Of ridicule or condemnation or pity By those who think they have a monopoly on the truth Or those who wish to hold you back or put you down You are bursting with potential You have so much to give the world Don’t let unwarranted shame and fear stop you
Trust your heart Freedom is an open channel Between your heart and the world Unblocked by impositions and conformity Unrestricted by the risk of appearing foolish Unintimidated by criticism and put downs Let people see what’s in your heart Don’t hold back, don’t sugar coat, don’t back pedal Believe what your heart says Back your heart Trust what’s in it Your hidden heart is a repository of goodness Bring it out in the open Enjoy the freedom Let it propagate its goodness Let it bring out the best in people Let it bring out the best in you
Nazis among us On St Kilda beach last week By a motley collection of misfits At the behest of an individual saturated with racial hatred Fascism reared its hideous head Adorned by Nazi salutes Legitimised by representative presence Targeting so-called African gangs To proclaim a hateful message Of racist violence and division Let’s not sanitise the behaviour and attitudes of its participants With considered, fair-minded analysis Call them what they are With brutal unambiguity Depict their reprehensible ugliness For all to see and be repulsed Give them the publicity decent societies need to give them Not the publicity they seek for themselves
Victimhood Why wallow in victimhood Blaming others for my predicament or my attitudes Why blame the baggage I carry from childhood for my travails Instead of letting it slip off my shoulders, jettisoned once and for all My turning point is accepting that I and only I Am responsible for my beliefs, my attitudes, my successes, my failures It opens a pathway to addressing the inequities I foist on others And the inequities I foist on myself Accountability unleashes power and freedom An irresistible combination to help me Learn equally from success and failure Deal with unhelpful thoughts that strive to hold me back And be aware at all times That there is so much I do not know
The world I want to live in A world in which a person’s entitlement Is not determined by colour or gender or race or religion or family or ancestors Where a person’s borders and boundaries dissolve And the mass of surrounding humanity is regarded as one One bunch of individuals to get to know, to befriend, to share a meal with, to invite home What stops me from regarding the humanity around me as one Who is responsible for my negative assumptions, my fears, my suspicions, Let me find that person, look him in the eye And declare that I can change, that I will change Because I firmly believe the world I want to live in Is the sort of world in which humanity will prosper.